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I Don't Know What To Call This...
    I walked into a cave and I saw Senpai with another girl. I was so mad at Senpai that I killed them both. Unfortunately, there were a couple of witnesses writing this story about me and they called the police. Once the police arrive I ran to hell. Down there, I had fun because I was actually a demon that was forced to stay on earth during the time Senpai was alive. Because I'm in hell now, I like to drink rainbows and dress in pretty princess dresses.
    Satan was mad at me for being a pretty princess, so he kicked me out of hell. Now, my new mission is to obtain the ultimate weapon from God's bedroom. So, I went on my mission, but was stopped when I saw a cute little princess baby, so I thought to myself and decided to kill the baby, which resulted in a unicorn egg. I kicked the unicorn egg, and a tiny baby unicorn fell out, so I used my powers to turn it into a tiny stuffed animal and attached it to my phone.
    So, I went on my mission, but wa
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Should I...?
Should I leave the world alone or should I take action and get something from it?
Awake for several nights, I wonder… if I should do something. Every night, I think of this.
Too many things to think about and not enough time. I manage to keep moving forward, even though I have died. My past is like a ghost, its only purpose to keep haunting me. The past hurts, but it’s already done. Now, I don’t worry about what I didn’t keep.
   Most don’t even know - what I’ve done and been through.
   I don’t even know - what I’m even supposed to do.
   I am alone, since others do not understand me all. Some, motivated by insidious intentions, have caused everything to fall.
   Should I take action?
   No, it’s time to turn back.
   Give up on the impossible, since life isn’t something to be hacked.
   
Eventually, everyone goes, leaving me on my own, wondering how to mov
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I don't know if I should even stay here anymore...
I promised to not blow shit again on my new account; and keep any types of bad feelings to myself, or just don't give a fuck to it; but you know what? Screw it. I can't take this anymore. Even after venting privately, I can't get over this no matter what I do. I'll confess: I have the urge on permanently deactivating my account. I'm fucking tired of the shit happening to me. I'm a loner alright, and now you have the internet ganging up on me and shit.
I mean, people are getting offended by whatever the fuck I do no matter what. (Even if it's an innocent, harmless post. *sigh* If people are gonna be offended no matter what you say, why even try to make them seem harmless?) I'm not saying you shouldn't get offended, but I'm saying is that if you're going to get offended NO MATTER WHAT, EVEN IF IT'S A FUCKING HARMLESS POST... I... I don't even fucking know anymore.
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I don't even know what's going on anymore.
I don't even feel like I'm alive more than half of the time, lol.
Until very recently, I hadn't put a whole lot of thought into it. After being alive for more than eighteen years and having fourteen different best friends at different points in my life, I really started to wonder what makes someone your best friend? I had my own ideas, but I really wanted to know what other people had to say about it and nearly all of them said something that had to do with trust, which can be for many different things. For example, I trust most of my acquaintances enough to not kill me for no reason.

Anyways, obviously, most people would probably trust their friends more than their acquaintances with larger stuff like secrets or holding their stuff. I've definitely trusted my best friends more than I've trusted anyone else. A while back, I made a list of all the best friends I had in the past and only about four of them really ever did anything
that really stuck out to me - things that no one else had done, really. I've also put a lot of thought into what counted as a best friend in my eyes, since I hadn't really been able to think about what made most of my best friends even be best friends in the first place.

No matter what though, the time spent with them is very important, and I usually consider those I'm around the most to be my best friends. How you feel about your friends is also very important. How are they to? How are you to them? One of my best friends actually ended up becoming my friend after I started doing stuff for him (retrieving books and stuff). Later on, he would be the one to listen to me when I was having problems. I don't see or talk to him as much these days, but fortunately, we still get to talk to each other every now and then. Lastly, I strongly believe it helps to have similar interests, which really helps with starting conversations. The fourteen best friends I've had obviously, were different people and each off them liked and disliked different things.

From past experience, I know that it's not always going to be mutual. Most of my best friends, I don't know exactly how they felt about me, but I'm sure some of it was one-sided. Even know, I don't know. Anyways, you may consider someone to be your best friend, but they might not think they same about you. However, that shouldn't change your opinion of them. If they're that important of a friend to you, you should be happy to say that they're YOUR best friend, even if they wouldn't say the same about you. In the end, you really just have to be the best person you can be and maybe they will one day think of you that way. Besides, if that person is your friend in the first place, you should be lucky to even call them a friend.

Best friends can be hard for some people to get, and for some people like myself, to keep. As I said earlier, up to this point in my life, I've had a total of fourteen different best friends, and like their personalities and opinions, their gender wasn't always the same. Best friends really should be the friends that are the most important to you - the friends that you care about the most. What have they done for you? What have you done for them? No matter what, it's important that your best friends have traits you need them to have, whether it be them trusting you, or
them caring, or anything else. Anyways, this is just what I think...
  • Listening to: Red String Of Fate OST
  • Reading: Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Spirit of Justice
  • Watching: K-On!!
  • Playing: Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Spirit of Justice
  • Eating: Salad
  • Drinking: Water
It's not over. Some days, I honestly wonder why I'm even here. I never asked to be brought into existence and often wonder if it would be best for me to not exist or just never had existed in the first place. My life had a decent start, but it's come to a point where there's not much more I can do. These past few years of my life have really been nothing but hard on me for multiple reasons. Nothing but problems and frustrations have presented themselves for the most part. Lately, I've had a lot of things on my mind which have to do with the future and honestly, I have no idea where the hell I'll be.

There are a few questions about the future that I have including where I'm going to be and what I'll be doing, but I'm also concerned about who still be there - who will still be in my life by that point. I do have a good friend that I worry about the possibility of never seeing again because we don't really have each other's contact information or anything like that. The thing is I just never know what a good time would be or their reaction would be. There are just far too many things I'm uncertain about. Keeping friends a part of my life is something I've always struggled with, especially with the ones most important to me. Up to this point, I've had about fourteen different best friends (some may have been one-sided and I'm not sure on some others) at different points in my life.

I don't really know if this is affected how I'm doing with anything in school, but I do know that I feel as if I have been cursed. I've always been lazy and struggled to actually get myself to actually work on assignments, but I've gotten even worse about it. It's been much harder to actually get myself to do anything and when I do get to work, I'm not very good at making progress. The times I really need to think, I can't even fucking think. Mostly, this has come up with writing assignments and now it just takes far too long to get an idea and get going from that. Once I start actually writing, I keep stopping, unsure of how to continue. When I do write anything, I feel like it's complete shit, which disappointing because I used to be really good at pulling shit out of my ass at the last minute and now I can't even get anywhere in the first.

I don't really know anything about anything anymore. I'm so damn uncertain that the only thing I can be certain about is how uncertain I am about just about everything. Honestly, I truly feel like I've accomplished everything I can in life and like I don't really belong here. I feel trapped on a planet that I can no longer do anything on. I'm truly stuck on everything, which is a huge problem, because I keep trying to do things on my own. I don't know what others think about me, but I'm sure that some people don't think I give a damn about my future. I still don't even know what I'm doing after high school and I only have a semester of it left.

I don't really know what to do. I've been hurt and am still hurting from the many events that occurred these past few years, but now thoughts of the future are hurting me even more. Honestly, I don't think many, if any of my real life friends, actually read these. I truly don't know what they'd think. I have told the good friend I mentioned earlier about these, though. I don't really know what I should be concerned about the most. No matter what, the future is looking terrible. One of my biggest fears is just becoming a lonely guy that lives in the basement of his house that mostly just plays VNs to in an attempt to emulate what he can't have in real life. Talking about how I feel in real life I've always found challenging and somehow, I've found that just writing on the internet works just fine for me.

There are a lot of things I wish just never happened and there are somethings I definitely wish had or would. I honestly sometimes wish I had never broken a bone in my body, but the one wish I have all the time, is my stupid fucking bullshit medical condition: Cutaneous Adherence Syndrome. I've been living more than a year with my hands feeling sticky all the damn time and I've been to a dermatologist once. I was given stuff to use that didn't do shit for me. Honestly, it sort of made my hands actually feel worse. The good news is, these weekend, I'll be going back for another appointment, but I fear it won't do much for me. My life is nothing more than never ending hell and it's made me become an angry, sad, and worthless piece of shit. Sometimes, I want to cry, but recently I realized that somehow, I'm now incapable of doing so. I fear the rest of my life could end up being terrible.
  • Listening to: Red String Of Fate OST
  • Reading: The Great Gatsby
  • Watching: Minecraft Hardcore Season 5
  • Playing: Red String Of Fate
  • Eating: Sheppard's Pie
  • Drinking: Milk
Until very recently, I hadn't put a whole lot of thought into it. After being alive for more than eighteen years and having fourteen different best friends at different points in my life, I really started to wonder what makes someone your best friend? I had my own ideas, but I really wanted to know what other people had to say about it and nearly all of them said something that had to do with trust, which can be for many different things. For example, I trust most of my acquaintances enough to not kill me for no reason.

Anyways, obviously, most people would probably trust their friends more than their acquaintances with larger stuff like secrets or holding their stuff. I've definitely trusted my best friends more than I've trusted anyone else. A while back, I made a list of all the best friends I had in the past and only about four of them really ever did anything
that really stuck out to me - things that no one else had done, really. I've also put a lot of thought into what counted as a best friend in my eyes, since I hadn't really been able to think about what made most of my best friends even be best friends in the first place.

No matter what though, the time spent with them is very important, and I usually consider those I'm around the most to be my best friends. How you feel about your friends is also very important. How are they to? How are you to them? One of my best friends actually ended up becoming my friend after I started doing stuff for him (retrieving books and stuff). Later on, he would be the one to listen to me when I was having problems. I don't see or talk to him as much these days, but fortunately, we still get to talk to each other every now and then. Lastly, I strongly believe it helps to have similar interests, which really helps with starting conversations. The fourteen best friends I've had obviously, were different people and each off them liked and disliked different things.

From past experience, I know that it's not always going to be mutual. Most of my best friends, I don't know exactly how they felt about me, but I'm sure some of it was one-sided. Even know, I don't know. Anyways, you may consider someone to be your best friend, but they might not think they same about you. However, that shouldn't change your opinion of them. If they're that important of a friend to you, you should be happy to say that they're YOUR best friend, even if they wouldn't say the same about you. In the end, you really just have to be the best person you can be and maybe they will one day think of you that way. Besides, if that person is your friend in the first place, you should be lucky to even call them a friend.

Best friends can be hard for some people to get, and for some people like myself, to keep. As I said earlier, up to this point in my life, I've had a total of fourteen different best friends, and like their personalities and opinions, their gender wasn't always the same. Best friends really should be the friends that are the most important to you - the friends that you care about the most. What have they done for you? What have you done for them? No matter what, it's important that your best friends have traits you need them to have, whether it be them trusting you, or
them caring, or anything else. Anyways, this is just what I think...
  • Listening to: Red String Of Fate OST
  • Reading: Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Spirit of Justice
  • Watching: K-On!!
  • Playing: Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Spirit of Justice
  • Eating: Salad
  • Drinking: Water

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Dollarluigi Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2016
If you have not seen my update video yet, here it is: youtu.be/ZedXxGe-Vos
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AwsumSauce Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2016  Student Digital Artist
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Might as well put this here before the game comes out
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Dollarluigi Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2015
Hey, some notifications - it's just my DeviantWatch... -_-
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AP-Maya Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Early-Birthday, DL~
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Dollarluigi Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2015
Thanks.
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AP-Maya Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh. It's you. Hi, Dollarluigi~
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Dollarluigi Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2015
Hello, AP-Maya. I'm also on Twitter, Tumblr, Miiverse (temporarily banned), a few Youtube channels, Dailymotion, Capcom Unity, Mario Fan Games Galaxy, the Super Mario Bros. X forums, Ace Attorney Online (Case Maker), Wikia, and Court Records (but you probably knew that one). I always forget that I have most of them. XD
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AP-Maya Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I see. Wow. */w\*
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